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Jihan bin Masri

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I Still Love You... by jihanbm, literature

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I Still Love You...

I Still Love You... By: Jihan bin Haji Masri The days and months and years have gone by, and yet my mind still wonders why... We're both so diff'rent, you and I, so why can't I just say goodbye? My heart knows why, but I stay quiet... Feelings are there, though I deny it... Forcing myself on a love diet... But it's just too strong, I just can't fight it... Because I... still... love you, I love you, I love you, you know that it's true... I... still... love you, I love you, I love you, you know I still do... Sometimes when we chat and I ask about your day... I try to brighten you up, but it doesn't seem that way... You think I'

A Valentines Dedication by jihanbm, literature

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A Valentines Dedication

A Valentines Dedication… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Roses are red, violets are blue, Tulips are yellow, chrysanthemums too... Lilacs are purple, honeysuckles are pink... And these flowers all have one common link... From the depths of the oceans, to the heavens above, in the language of flowers, they all mean love... To think that something as delicate as a flower, can express an emotion that has such power... Love is an emotion that's so pure and raw, it can make even the coldest hearts thaw... Love can make weak people stronger than they are... Love can make one shine as bright as any star... Sometimes it's like a raging fi

Undying Love... by jihanbm, literature

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Undying Love...

Undying Love… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Although there may be no words spoken... Though dreams are crushed, though hearts are broken... Though a limitless distance stands in between... Though the shining light can no longer be seen... Though time passes on for months, weeks, days... Though all the hurt and pain still stays... Though things may change as time goes on... Though it may seem nothing can be won... Though the paths seem to have gone astray... Though slowly the memories fade away... Though the bonds seem to have been broken... Though past feelings are slowly forgotten... Though all of these have come to pass... Th

My Secret by jihanbm, literature

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My Secret

My Secret By: Jihan bin Haji Masri I have a secret that no one shall know... I have a secret that continues to grow... A secret so secret that I can’t reveal… A secret so secret it couldn’t be real… This is a secret that’s only for me… This is a secret that sets me free… This secret contains my feelings and fears… This secret contains what I’ve felt through the years… A special secret of mine which I can’t say aloud… A special secret of mine of which I am proud… This secret is something I’ll live with forever… This secret is something I’ll

My Heart's Weakness... by jihanbm, literature

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My Heart's Weakness...

My Heart’s Weakness… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri As I live each day w/ all of life’s cruelty, Only one thing leaves me smiling in the end… It is the one thing that lightens my heart… Only w/ it can my soul mend… I catch a glimpse of it, my mood changes… Sad becomes hopeful, hopeful becomes glad… It gently turns my frown upside down… It soothes me when I’m mad… But not just any version of it will do... I know when it’s a fake or not… My heart knows if it’s the real thing, The truth is seen through the plot… My heart yearns for the real thing… It will a

Love, to me, is... by jihanbm, literature

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Love, to me, is...

Love, to me, is… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Love is a poison of the heart and mind That makes us leave all sanity behind… Love is a medicine for a broken heart That heals the pain from being apart… Love is a burden that brings us down And makes us act just like a clown… Love is a bird that flies through the air All happy and cheerful without a care… Love can be fake, in order to get The things that we want from our “love pet”… Love can be real, pure and true… How lucky I’d be if I could find one too… Love has no labels, love has no bounds… Love has no signals, love makes

Letting Go of Love by jihanbm, literature

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Letting Go of Love

Letting Go of Love... By: Jihan bin Haji Masri The past years have been really crazy, and now we all finally part ways... Yet my feelings for her still keep growing these past months, weeks, and days... I wish that dreams would always come true, and that mine would come in time, but I must face the reality of life and pay the penalties of crime... I am guilty of so many things now, things which I'm ashamed to reveal... The judgment was passed a long time ago, I don't even deserve an appeal... I must leave my feelings for her now, I must learn to fall out of love... If I were to lessen my feelings for her, we'd be free from t

Hidden Feelings by jihanbm, literature

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Hidden Feelings

Hidden Feelings By: Jihan bin Haji Masri There is this girl who’s in my class… Her name, I cannot say… In spite that I have feelings for her That grow each passing day…. She isn’t the most beautiful girl, Or even the most bright… She’s not the tallest, or the richest, Or the funniest, or skin white… But there’s something about this special girl That just lures me in so… She has that charming grace all around her… What it is, I do not know… But oh! How my heart calls to her! How her image fills my mind! How my very essence wants to touch her! Oh, I’d leave everyt

Farewell, but not Goodbye... by jihanbm, literature

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Farewell, but not Goodbye...

Farewell, but not Goodbye… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri My heart is broken, my soul is shattered, My feelings feel broken down & battered… I feel all alone now, just me on my own… Cold and unmoved, just like a stone… Such little time has passed us by, But so much has changed that I could cry… My feelings for you are still the same, But whenever I see you, I feel much pain… It seems I’ll never hear you talk to me, Or feel your touch emotionally… It feels like my world has split in two, Cause it’s missing a huge part of my life: you… I guess my chance with you has gone… It’s

Confused About Love... by jihanbm, literature

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Confused About Love...

Confused About Love… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Oh, curse this feeling deep within! It’s tearing me apart! Oh why does love confuse me so on whom to give my heart? I know that I should have only one To fill my heart with glee, But there has been another person… Oh why has this happened to me? One is kind, considerate, & yet She seems as distant as a faraway star… The other is funny & understands me best, but She’s as unpredictable as a war… Both of the girls have stolen my heart & have torn it into two… My heart’s beating so fast, what should I do? I haven’t the slightest clue…

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A Look at Your Life by jihanbm, literature

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A Look at Your Life

A Look at your Life… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri How unfortunate you are… You poor, poor soul… How sad your life must be… How miserable you are With the way life is… How much you want to be free... How angry you must be When you don’t get The things you want in life… While others work hard Just to survive… Their days are full of strife… How sad you feel Whenever you fail To get a passing score… While others will never Experience this pain Just because they’re too poor… How depressed you become When you discover Your love has left for another… While others hav

Darkness Consuming... by jihanbm, literature

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Darkness Consuming...

Darkness Consuming… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Dark skies and clouds loom overhead… Arrive dark thoughts filled with dread… Sadness permeates the very soul… Over own life, no longer in control… DEPRESSION... Promises are made, but few are kept… Under the rug, they’ve all been swept… Lies mixed w/ truth, unable to separate… Belief in others begins to dissipate… DECEPTION... Love is given, but goes unaccepted… Broken pieces of the heart, unattended… Unable to join with others, unbearable… The feeling of unacceptance, intolerable… REJECTION... Voices are heard w

Hurting the Ones We Love... by jihanbm, literature

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Hurting the Ones We Love...

Hurting the Ones We Love… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Why do we hurt the ones we love? And why don’t we ever learn? We repeat the mistakes we made before, and how their actions burn… It pains us to remember the wrongs we did, and the way it hurts our heart… And yet we continue to do these acts that threaten to tear us apart… Oh why do we keep doing these things… We never mean to do any harm… And yet we still hurt the ones we love, and still expect to feel warm… The pain we feel just multiplies more when we feel all the sadness and guilt Of hurting they who would love us so much… In th

Loneliness... by jihanbm, literature

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Loneliness...

Loneliness... by: Jihan bin Haji Masri Listen to my poem, please hear my plea... Only you can solve this problem for me... No one seems to like me... no one at all... Everyone is gone now... I've no one to call... Like a child left behind, I'm lonely and sad... I've been so lonely lately... Oh please, don't be mad... No please! Don't leave yet! I've so much to share... Everyone else has left me... I see... you don't care... So go ahead and leave me... alone 'til the very end... Still, will you not be... my only friend?

New Life... by jihanbm, literature

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New Life...

New Life… By: Jihan bin Haji Masri Like an old toy that is buried Deep in a pile in a corner… Like an old love letter lost In a book none remember… Like a tiny seedling that’s left After the fires and embers are gone… Like an age old story untold To a sleeping daughter or son… Like the feelings and emotions locked Deep in our heats and souls… Like a comfy sweater now too small And probably riddled with holes… Like a phoenix they shall all arise, Their lights all newly lit… With new life they’ll all come forth To those who really need it… To bring back the joy and happine

The Darkness Within... by jihanbm, literature

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The Darkness Within...

The Darkness Within By: Jihan bin Haji Masri My world is dark and I am alone… No lights, not a spark; just me on my own… Soon, my existence here will be changed forever… And this change, I fear, will not be for the better… “Life has no meaning,” is what I keep thinking… My sanity’s the only thing that keeps me from sinking even deeper into the depths of my abyss… And if I fall through, I shall cease to exist… My sorrow and pain continues to grow… Soon hatred shall reign, and suffering will flow… This animal within me will be released into the wild, And unleash all its en

Nothing but Lies... by jihanbm, literature

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Nothing but Lies...

Nothing but Lies! By: Jihan bin Haji Masri The days go on by With people passing through… They’re all faceless to me, Even those that I knew… These people pass me by With promise in their eyes... But I know the truth that They’re all nothing but lies! (chorus) You say all these sweet things To those around you… The truth is all twisted & invisible too… You try to hide the simple truth Deep within your mind, But I have seen within your soul & it’s hurting me deep inside! (chorus) You try to stop lying, To stop pretendin’, But you’ve told so many lies, You just can’t stop

That Sickening Feeling... by jihanbm, literature

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That Sickening Feeling...

That Sickening Feeling... by: Jihan bin Haji Masri What is this that I feel inside? This feeling is so absurd... It releases these emotions I try to hide... To describe it, there is no word... My love, my hate, my joys and fears... they all just want to come out... My cares, my worries, my smiles and tears... just what is this feeling about? I feel all giddy, yet also apprehensive... I'm appreciative, yet I feel doubts... My arms are wide open, yet I'm still defensive... I'm quiet, yet my heart and mind shouts... It's tossing and turning inside of me, I feel like I should hurl... Yet some part of me tells me to let it be, and

Pain and Suffering... by jihanbm, literature

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Pain and Suffering...

PAIN AND SUFFERING by: Jihan bin Haji Masri People pass me by without a single clue... All of them see me with such a limited view... I feel so much hurt, but none of it shows... No one tries to understand... nobody else knows... All I feel is pain, and it won't leave me be... Nothing helps to ease the damage done to me... Darkness comes to claim me, my light is growing dim... Someone... please help me... even if my chances are slim... Undo this fate that I have so misfortunately gotten... Free me from the pain and suffering that has left me feeling rotten... Forever will these scars stay with me 'til the end of days... Ever remi

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Sep 25
Brunei
Deviant for 16 years
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Favourite genre of music: Easy Rock, Instrumental, Smooth Jazz... anything as long as it moves me...
Favourite cartoon character: Depends on the cartoon... :P
Personal Quote: "Basically... Technically... More or less..."

Favourite Movies

Pirates of the Carribean, Star Trek... tends to vary from time to time...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park, Tenacious D...

Favourite Games

Too many to mention... I love games!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Prefer console over computer, but I'll play either... :)

Other Interests

Anime, Legend of the Five Rings, WoW... I'm still just a kid at heart... :P

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jihanbm

Jun 24, 2009

Poem postings!

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It's been a while, but I finally found time to post some of the poems I've made since the last time I posted here... (Woah, it's been 19 months?! *whistles* One never really notices how much time has passed you by until you actually stop to take a look...) Some actually were made WAY before when I was in college, I just thought I might as well post them here as well... Hehehe... Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy them... ;)

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jihanbm

Nov 14, 2007

Inspiration block?

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Sorry about the lack of poems, for those of you who are actually watching me... Lately, I've found I've been lacking the usual... inspiration... that pushes me to make poems about how I feel... I dunno... Don't get me wrong, I like making poems... It's easy for me to make a poem that rhymes, but... if it's not something that I feel strongly about,or something that stirs me deep inside, it just doesn't feel right with me... I dunno... I just don't feel as motivated as I used to be before when I was in college... So, until I actually get hit with a wave of emotion, I dunno when the next poem will be... Just bear with me on this... Thanks for

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jihanbm

Oct 16, 2007

Old poems made new...

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Finally, I get to post these... =P These are a few poems that I made quite some time ago... I almost forgot I made these... Just goes to show how busy work can make me... x_x... Anyway, hope you guys enjoy them... ;)